I’m a walking contradiction
Every step I take feels like it’s written in fiction
It’s like we use our imagination to discover the path to our unknown destination
But the friction keeps us warm and our diction helps us translate
And my suspicions acting up again I think it might be checkmate
My objective and subjective mindsets are acting as classmates
The way they stay debating, it continuously keeps me hating
On myself as I strive to work on my mental health
It’s as if every step I take moves me back to what I felt
It’s just a constant cycle, I question why we run in circles
While we’re on another lap jumping through the hurdles
I recognize the common themes molding how we interpret
Somebody’s trying to run away with my wisdom who’s the culprit
It’s my mind playing games, I’ve been grinding I don’t blame
Myself but my brain for making me go insane
Well I can have control if I acquire the best techniques
I want a pair of Air Jordan 1s so I can squeak and crease
And assist as I cease my fire within my passionate desire
To change the way I hire new concepts but it’s dire
To keep going as I’m growing
Which I’m showing while overflowing
Rocking the boat, I hope it’s going well
I want to make some change but it dropped in a wishing well
I really want to change the way I think I hope you can tell.