There’s so much of this pain, it’s so hard I can’t contain
I keep expressing all my thoughts it’s getting harder to maintain
But how can I complain when I keep on popping off champagne
Retreating from reality maybe the distance keeps me sane

And here I gain, for myself but not for others
I’m trying not to bother I’m so melancholy somber
How’s your slumber? How’s your head? Whatchu been thinking bout lately?
I’ve had a lot of trouble in my head I keep debating

It’s been fine, maybe I’m better than believed
I keep achieving so I’m seeing if I can keep on changing seasons
Switching up the weather I’ve been better than before
But change is up and down I know there’s way more that’s in store

Yet I can’t put down all the shit that’s on my mind
I’ve been riding out the rain but what if I really just combined
All my voices and the thoughts, it’s been a little taxing
I practice what I preach while I’m behind now I’m relaxing

Take a break, don’t stay awake, look at all that you can make
From all this pain and pleasure just make sure that you don’t ever break
Cause everybody has potential to go from calm and to torrential
I’ve been pouring out my heart I played it smart yet confidential

Movies based on life although we’ve been playing parts
It doesn’t last for so long don’t you run out of the darts
Keep hitting all the targets or keep trying at the least
Don’t let the pain repeat and don’t you ever allow retreat.